well the last few days have been HELL! me and danny fought so much and i cried for literally a day straight. he broke up with me over a freakin text, but we got back together. i felt so worthless. i feel like i’m not a good enough girlfriend. i feel like i keep screwing things up. i just don’t know what to do anymore. i love him, i really love him. we’ve been together for five months now and i feel like i just keep fucking my relationship up with him. but i have every right to still be mad. i mean some girl was calling him “love” and telling him that he is perfect… thats not something anyone should do when he has a GIRLFRIEND! i mean cmon, idc who she is. i really don’t or their relationship. even if she “didn’t mean it in that way” it was still took that way. i don’t want any girl to remind my boyfriend about how special he is. i thought i told him enough how much he means to me. i guess i don’t. but it’s the fact that someone else besides me is calling him that. i’m just so worried. idk. i just don’t wanna get hurt again. he could leave me in the blink of an eye and i would be just left here, hurt… AGAIN! he said he would never hurt me, but he was really wrong. i cried for a day straight! they made me leave work because i could not stop crying. i just feel like i’m never going to be good enough for anyone. i didn’t know it was such a bad thing that i didn’t want some girl calling him “love” or saying ” he’s perfect.” that’s not fair to me… at all… and he expected me not to be mad and he took up for her! i was like wtf really? like i didn’t know what to do or how to react that way. i kinda feel like he likes her and he would be with her if he didn’t move to Tennessee. actually i KNOW he would be dating her right now if he didnt live here. i think thats why i’m so freaked out over it. idk. i just don’t even wanna think about it. he deleted his facebook… hopefully hes not trying to hide anything from me. i want to think he’s not but idk… anytime someone calls him, he doesn’t answer when i’m around and i hate when he just leaves me sitting in a car for twenty minutes by myself so him and his friend can go get liquor. like really? they couldn’t have waited until i wasn’t with them? oh not to mention they stood inside and took free samples while i was in the car… i was really irritated tonight. i guess there’s nothing i can do. im gunna hop for the best, i hope he will prove me wrong and i hope he isn’t hiding anything from me… 

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